We are off to a wedding reception tonight and I am feeling horrible.
Mark and I tested yesterday and got a negative. Now saying that it is SUPER early and chances of getting a positive where pretty slim, but it still crushed our spirit a bit.
I wish I didn't have to go tonight, the smallest things can set me off into tears and I am afraid that is going to happen tonight. I also have a headache that is not going away,
what would I really like to do tonight, I would love to sit down to a couple of glasses of wine and let all my stress and worries go, hit the dance floor with my husband and just unwind, but I can't do that.
Instead I will spend the entire night trying to avoid conversations where "family" may come up, and try to bottle up my emotions and just make it through the evening.
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