With every passing moment I am losing hope.
I feel my body starting to let me down yet again. Yet again I am failing as a women, humans have one task that she should be able to do from the beginning of time and I can't seem to get that right. Why is it that my body can't do this???
I know it is not over until the Fat lady Sings (my beta on Tuesday) But I swear I can hear her warming up in the wings.
I do not feel strong right now, if you call or email me, please understand that I am just trying to do what I need to do for myself to get through until Tuesday night.
Thank you to everyone for all you wishes and support over the last few month.
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You are constantly in my thoughts. Trust me when I say I have never wanted this so bad for anyone in the world. I hope tomorrow brings nothing but positive news, but if not I know you will find the strength to dust yourself off and try again - because you are an amazing woman. You can do this, you can get through anything, even if sometimes you don't want to.
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