And that first step is today.
This is Day 1.
Our IVF journey begins. I have called into the clinic, next step is I will go in for blood work and an ultrasound on Day 3 and then be given the pill for anywhere from 21 to 40 days.
Right now I am scared, excited, nervous all rolled into one. I can't even begin to explain how I feel. This is what we have wanted for so long now. My thoughts are all jumbled, I can not focus on work, I really wish I could go home.
I am trying not to get my hopes up, really if you look at the odds they are not in our favor, they have a 40% success rate in women under the age of 35. It is going to take everything I have to stay positive.
If you are a prayer person, or just someone who sends out positive thoughts, I am going to need all I can get right now. If you have friends, family member, or even your mailman I take the good thought from them too, (as long as you don't reveal my identity).
Well I need to try and focus on work.
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