Recently two ladies I know of have gotten pregnant. Don't get me wrong I am super happy for both these ladies because both of them have had their fair share of problems getting pregnant. Both these babies are Miracle babies,
But I can't help but thinking why not me??? Why can't I have a miracle baby?? Then I start to feel guilty, both these women have had fertility problems they deserve this.
This starts a nice guilt spiral I am up and down like a YoYo.
Gah................................. I hate this................................
2 comments:
Hi Sarah - thanks for visiting my blog this morning! How interesting that we have similar posts/feelings going on. It's hard to know how to deal with others' pregnancies and babies, and then I hate myself for not being able to 'be normal' and happy for them about it.
Sorry you're going through similar feelings/thoughts.
Good luck with IVF and good for you for your first run! That must have felt good!!
Hugs, Sarah. I wish I could say something that would ease the pain you're in... Just know our thoughts are with you.
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